This minute.

A step towards the life change, anything that won't be regret. It's just like a cycle, perhaps in the same circle, never lost the dimension, and stop turning. We hardly and couldn't get out from this particular life thingy, a Cycle.

Baby born, develop feels, feelings; grown up, feels falls, falling; getting older, and get the felt and fault of this world, when we just can a wake from it. People keep on walking, keep on running to get rid from it, I keep on falling through, understanding what it has to show, the reality. Brings mayhem to this sorrow, in the midnight.
People, craving for pride, power, fortune; brings prejudice. Lost from the cycle of their life, choose the short road and cease the longest. People just a human being.

Tired...

The weirdest thing of mine, even though I'm very exhausted, I'm still sitting on in front here, typing, sleepy, tired. Thinking of many things that are not exist in my life, if the chance has make a change, what will it be for right now? Am I still thinking the long way to solve this problem? Time is running out, and I'm still the same. Killing the time. Killing me softly. I'm a failure, the time doesn't wait me, I don't want to waste many time and I did. My mind just like shortened.

I don't want to close my eyes,

If I did it, the time pass by, 

So I couldn't catch them in my mind,

Save the memories of my life, time to time,

Be along with the surrounding of mine,

No doubt to the fair of time,

Believe what it shows,

Time will not stop, 

And life still goes on,

Anything had happened,

Has to be happened,

Will be happened,

It just the prove of the time,

The power of the time that never can be estimated,

Flash Back, Turns On.

not start yet.

My weight lose plan still in the process, but finally has set the target to 50kg with 166cm, maybe I just want to be a perfect step by step follower, hope it can happen around this few months, before the 2012 come, please...

Recently, I am *looking* around for those pretty blog, quite a motivation for me and set up my target. Some people may curious about why I like to *look* people's blog aka photos, here is the answer: As the truth, I like to see anything that is gorgeous, classic and beautiful, I am a sight learner too, attempt to be alike. Who don't want to be perfect?

A little update for today, 

A photo of the cam whore, for a long time I didn't do so, find the pleasure to play with Mei Tu.
My eye red for a while, vascular burst, haha!

Standing on the H.E Text Book, help me to memorize everything. 

Clue: The sweet one.

Went to Ray Ray's house for study and revision, but I end up with talking, watching TV and playing phones, sorry Boss but I really do remember asset = liabilities + equity, double entry system, keep on fighting with Accounting! Gambateh! Exam count down for 4 days, I shouldn't continue to relax from this second, but I just can't turn myself from a lazy worm to the hardworking bee. Ya, I wish to. 

Hope everyone and myself will never give up for this final exam, study till the end, WORK HARD, PLAY HARD, STUDY SMART! Good Luck and get the Best Result ever!

Oh ya, QiQi still the Most Sweet Girl in this world, however her hair had been cut for 3.5 inches =)

Ciao, Good Night & Sweet Dreams ♥

Midnight

not bath yet. still thinking of. listening to the songs. feels sleepy. stay alone. updating status. connecting with the social. something happy something sad. emotional. feels mix up. feels cold. laziness. planning. twitter. facebook. blogger. mood. happening. times going on. unstopped. typing. using my brain. weird songs. gastric. people. friends. family. girls. boys. women. men. what should be. what if. expectations. useless. meaningless. fairy tales. lies. keeping on. marry go around. hopes. wishes. wanting. simple words. sun. moon. stars. day. night. midnight.

make a note.

First post is about...

I am in a diet, lose weight mood.

hope this time I really can do it and slim back to what should I be, since it has been a long long time for me and my weight to do a little switch, since the weight doesn't drop but keep raising, hope that I can motivate myself, keep on going, never give up for this time!

  * indeed I almost overweight, no one can help but just myself to lose the 10kg that I have gain for this period of time, nobody knows *

I am not kidding anymore, seriously, the weight, the fats, the elephant's legs are making me gone wild and crazy mad, my old pants, skirts, dresses and clothes are really not in FIT for me anymore 

* until the zip broke, the skirts tear up *

What a SHAME, I don't want to go out with a naked body, I want to go for shopping and shop as many as I can, I really can't stand for those sweet dress and cute blouse, cute singlet and mini jeans, maybe some skinny? Say bye bye to the auntie's wearing. Shopaholic in the future, so I should start to lose my weight from now on! 

And the another reason is I WANT TO BE A BEAUTIFUL GIRL! In this real world, everyone loves pretty girls, who doesn't want to be such a pretty?  

* The Bling Bling eyes stun on the angel's face with the devil's body *

Just the effort you and I need to put in to turn to. There is no ugly in this world, but the laziness will kill the pretty one. It's real, the laziness killed me, I know I am not stunning at all, worst, I LOVE TO EAT, my stomach just like an rubbish dump, never full never end. I should change, no more ketchup for first, first step for me.

Besides that, I just want to prove myself! Don't even want to be looked down by others anymore! I want walk with proud of mine, never and ever again live under people's shadow, follow people's steps. This world is too reality, goods and services, chances are for those pretty looking and sexy bodies, no one will look at you if you don't have the shape and face, no matter how hard you try you get attention from others. As I know, I must improve myself if I want to stay alive!

In a nutshell, FIRST STEP to become pretty is to LOSE WEIGHT! It is time to show my abilities! 

24, 34, 24

or the 18 inch waist? Megan Fox

A little messy and meaningless post for today seems my mind is empty, funny right? haha!

PS,

 Exam is coming very soon, I am freaking out and tired.

Whole day of microeconomics is really FUN!

Keep on FIGHTING!

Wish me LUCK!